Our 2015: Day 206

Second day without someone to bully.
Wake up a while in early morning then back to sleep. Refused to wake up till it’s almost 11am.
Boring.

Decided to start my cleaning mission, but thinking of cleaning up the dusty house but has been procrastinating. Since nothing much today, I can start to wipe our dusty TV console and my dusty table.

Watching the ‘old’ Chinese drama – 步步惊心 makes me sad. Everyone have a story behind it, and the cruelty of the king in the past is horrible. (Not as if the current xxxx is not)… Everyone have fresh and blood, I was reminded of the speech in the play “Merchant of Venice”:

Hath not a Jew eyes? Hath not a Jew hands, organs, dimensions, senses, affections, passions? Fed with the same food, hurt with the same weapons, subject to the same diseases, healed by the same means, warmed and cooled by the same winter and summer as a Christian is? If you prick us, do we not bleed? If you tickle us, do we not laugh? If you poison us, do we not die?

Suddenly very emo… Don’t know why… I think Pregnancy plays a part. I am so full of worry these days, in the past, any ‘crap’ people say to me, I can easily brush it off, but these days, I am so worry that it will impact the one inside my tummy, for she is helpless and can’t control her own fate in my tummy, she can only depends on me for helping her. 🙁

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